boring…

I have come to the conclusion that my life is indescribably boring…

Well, maybe not indescribably.  Let’s have a go at it!

First of all, I’m still sick.  Boring!  Heck, I’m bored with saying it.  Everyone else must be sick to death of hearing it!  Boring, boring, boring!

Second of all, we’re still TTC.  Two and a half years of TTC  involves a lot of emotions – disappointment, sadness, hope, frustration.  But my entire life consists of work and TTC, and – you guessed it! – that makes for a pretty damn boring life.  Not to mention side effects of the drugs, recovery from the procedures and so on and so forth…  I’m not ready to quit, but I am fed up with all the crap that goes along with this IVF malarky.  It would all be worth it if only we were pregnant, but so far it’s all the crap and none of the reward.

Third, I’m getting bored with work.  Don’t get me wrong, I love my job, but recently I’ve found it really hard to sink my teeth into it.  I don’t know if I’m just burnt out or if it’s more to do with the fact that I desperately want to be at home being a mum instead of still going to work.  Or maybe I’ve just been spoilt with having a job I love and now the honeymoon is over?

Anyway, between work, IVF and being sick it’s been weeks since we went to see any friends.  So, bored and just a little lonely.  Thank god for my online friends – it may be weeks since I saw a friend IRL, but I speak to my FF friends every day.  Love you girls!

So, haven’t been anywhere, haven’t seen anyone, haven’t done anything.  Boring, boring, boring, boring!

Meh, I’ll try to come up with something that’s actually interesting for the next post.  In the meantime, I’m going to watch some tv…

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